Sometimes I don't know how much sense I actually make.
Why have today's events not bothered me at all?
Okay I was righteously pissed off that someone got involved in something that didn't concern them and had already been sorted out as far as everyone else was concerned and should be left alone - it wasn't a big deal anyway really, but I can understand that the word "Fetish" can upset a few people. Fair dos. It's a family show. I can dig it.
I know, and Jess knows, that it was really all good clean fun and not actually much different to anything that had been posted previously on other threads. We did not for one moment try to say that anyone had any real deep seated kinky fetishes about anything. The word 'fetish' was used wrongly. Admittedly. Apologies to anyone who was upset.
What I object to VERY strongly is some kid telling me and my friends that we have no respect for the men we have come to know and love on a far more personal level than we ever dreamed of over the last month or so.
But instead of crawling behind a rock and slicing my arms open like I usually would - I actually don't care. Sod her. If she wants to think that about us, fine. What do we need to prove? The important people know what we're about. We know where it's at. If there are individuals whose tiny little minds can't comprehend that - not my problem.
There will be no apologies for what is written here in the comfort and safety of my own journal. I am maintaining my freedom of speech without libelling other people and accusing them of things that they are not. I am not angry. I am not in the habit now, nor have I ever been, of causing waves. I do not wish this to get nasty. I have said my piece and don't wish to, nor will I, discuss the matter any further. If you don't like it, I'm sorry but tough. I've enough going on at the moment without getting further involved in something so petty.
Moving on, getting past that now...
Went for my interview. Have no idea how it went. It's a permanent job, with a three month probation period. It's basically typist for the company solicitors for one of the largest utilities subcontracting firm in the UK. Fingers crossed.
I'd like the job. It's mainly typing. The money's better. Free parking, close to home, Morrisons round the corner - what more do you want? Hopefully it's weekly pay for the first three months as it's from a temp firm - in which case I can then afford to go to Clue in Sunderland!! I know I've gotta go anyway - but it'd be nice to be able to afford to go...!!
Anyway. I'm going to stay at my sister's for a week looking after the dogs. Dad's staying as well tonight and tomorrow - so tonight we're gonna watch Broken Arrow with James Stewart in it.
James Stewart... phwoargh... original geek chic - simply perfectly gorgeous.
Then again what do I know - I fancy Bill Oddie!!!!!!
Mood - Shattered actually!!
Music - Baba O'Riley, The Who->
O-mi-god. Nervous breakdown, hang I need a gulp of red. Jame Stewart, as in Jimmy? As in the Glenn Miller Story, Wonderful World etc? Seriously NO. and Bill Oddie. If true get out of my head. I learnt trombone, clarinet, sax, trumpet and flute 'cause of Jimmy.
On your thread...I read and was slightly confused I thought it was joke. I don't understand. I new. and in case it as serious I won't write anything else in case I cause trouble. However, tentatively, I have been known to wear mentioned things on my head...sorry hope that's OK to say?
I know what you're on about. Hope you've seen the reply from the lady who writes in green. Actually, I'm glad she did, coz I've been up all night worrying about whether i should. Reply to the reply, that is. Because I too thought it out of order. You HAD apologised. No reason to take it any further.
Oncea ponca time I posted a link to a web page I'd made about novelty songs (inc the Goods) got positive feedback from everyone EXCEPT guess who. Some people aren't happy unless they're not happy and even then they're not pleased. Try not to let it get to you. I know it's not easy.
I guess you know how I felt when I read the whole topic in question and I too thought sod it just some silly little person ( and thats being nice). I accepted your apology. All I said was as I didnt like the matter of the topic and that was my opinion and I have the right to say so and would of left it at that. It didnt need you to make another comment accusing me of something that I am not when I can see you and I few others were guilty of what i've been accused of to begin with. Also I am not a kid anymore I am 26 years of age.
I will respond to it because it is in my nature to do so. I'm a street fighter by nature been like the moment I was born, and I wear my heart on my sleeve what you see is what you get whever you like it or not, and when i'm very passionate about something and I will respond whever I'm in the right or in wrong. I am sorry if I upset you in any way, but I do not believe I'm in the wrong on this nor that I lack any decency. That comment really upset me. The only thing I'm guilty of is getting too upset and responding to you. I do suffer from PMT you know at the moment and that will get my blood boiling.
I too had experienced meeting two of the Goodies as you put it last year and you can't begin to understand how I felt about meeting them last year considering I was hit by a car and very lucky to survive considering I went right under the car. Meeting them helped me get over a very difficult period in my life and after a year since the accident has happened I have only just started to accept what happened properly. I have gone through a whole range of emotions the last year.
My response to this is we both shake hands and get over it and forget this whole incident. I to have had time to think about this and I say sorry if I have upset you in anyway. I am big enough to say sorry to you.
RatDog - GROW UP AND GET OVER IT. I don't care if you have PMS, and I don't care any more about your car accident because you mention it so bloody often. You are not the only one on earth to have experienced pain, misery, suffering and emotional turmoil, which you'd notice if you'd open your eyes and stop being a self-obsessed little girl. One would hope it would teach you to be more tolerant and accepting of other people's sometimes fragile emotional states - but apparently not.
There was no REASON for you to post in the thread after Lisa had already stepped in and absolutely no EXCUSE to go back and post again. Like Nez said, all you did was prolong it. To live and be an adult as you claim to be is to learn to respect other people and work as a team. If you want to call the shots GO AWAY and start your own forum and moderate it yourself. Bye-bye. I am more offended my your endless sanctimonous ramblings, self-pitying drivel and off-topic posts than the occasional bit of sexual innuendo.
26 eh, well whoop-de-do. High time you grew up then, isn't it. You're lucky it's Spev you chose to publically insult and not me.
Now go away and try posting something positive and/or on topic. For a change.
Journal's are private but shared for love and acceptance. If you don't like or agree and your comments reaction to what is read is aggressive and argumentative don't comment in someones journal. A journal is someones SAFE place where they are free to express themselves. If someone does not like what read than reserve your comments for your own journal. Keep the peace. To quote Ghandi "an eye for an eye will only leave the world blind".