So tired and over it. Just got ahead at work an then load is late. Cool I reckon only 8 pallets. 19:30 and 20 rock up. I may be only a lowly store worker but I got good enough grades in math at school to know 8 ain't twenty. Not such a huge issue 'cause it has to and will get done but annoying 'cause I just got dock cleaned up and now I am behind again. Not to mention it is mid August there 4 xmas will arrive now!!! Darn working! My rich absent man better rock up soon cause I's loosing faith.
Short entry tonight because I am tired and must be adult 2 morrow and organise to get car fixed. Hate grown up stuff 'cause I ain't know good at it...like playing victim but like being tough!!! OXYMORON!!!!!
Went to pub tonight, first time in yonks because"nobody smokes here anymore". Good night but secret (ok not so secret) crush was there. He is Bill Oddie meets Jack black. laid it on the line to him ages ago but Proeserpine boy to good for me and scorned my advances. Now he is into it and I am lustful but once bitten twice shy. So pretty reflective and blah so should really go to bed b4 I expose my weaknesses. Darn being a woman. Emotions are so overrated.
More when I have banished wasted estrogen fuelled emotions. Off to watch He-Man
Mood - Borderline melancholy
Music - Bang snoring, fish tank gurgling...sounds of life!