Okay, so there's this lad I know.... yada yada yada...I knew the inevitable Boy Worries would come along sooner or later. I just hoped that I'd leave it til later than my fourth entry.
However, though, this is slightly different. I may *actually* need some proper advice. This week has been a very confusing one. I am very much in a position that I've never been in before. Very much so. And it's been on my mind non-stop for the past few days.
Despite that, I'm going to wait til tomorrow before I do or say anything to anyone. I shall see the lad in question at some point tomorrow and that's when I'll work out whether I'm actually being all hormonal or whether this is as, sort of, serious as I've made it out to be in my head.
I'm terribly sorry for all this. I'm usually cool with Boy Type Things. I'm 20 years old for goodness sake - I've had a ton of boyfriends. I dig boys, boys dig me - I'm wise to their ways, you know?? But this one has me stumped, and it's very disconcerting. I haven't mentioned this to anyone, having a Serious Chat with me best mate tonight - she'll be able to tell me whether I'm blowing it out of proportion, whether it's simply that I'm in an Excited Mood (are we allowed to use the word 'horny' on here??) or whether this is vaguely interesting. We'll see.
In the meantime, anyone who would be willing to offer advice of any sort...it would be SO appreciated.
Mood - Confused
Music - The Sound of Music (don't even ask...)
Have a cold shower first, then see him, then think "if it was a choice between HIM and GRAEME.... who would win?" if Graeme'd win then you're probably just excited. If he'd win, you're probably just excited... if you're seriously debating, then go for it.
My logic, I'm afraid - doesn't quite make sense but there you go. And don't tell me to take my own advice...!!!
Well I suck at boy things, but on the top of my head, may I suggest that you just be yourself & have a good time. It might get uncomfortable if he notices you are nervous or unsettled. I'll repeat: Boy advice is not my forte! But make sure you have a great time!
My only advice would be not to rush things, and take it slow so not to blow said boy out of the water. Ask him out for coffee or something like that (it's not quite a date, and a normal situation where he doesn't feel inclined to stay). That way you can get chatting, and can analyse him in a 1 on 1 situation. I'm having exactly the same problem as you at the moment... I reckon just let things play out and see what comes of them. If you can analyse over a period of time (say 4 weeks) what happens over coffee, I reckon you'll be able to tell what's going on in your brain (and hopefully his brain as well). Anyway, good luck with whatever happens!
urban_spacegirl
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