Which hopefully I should get after posting this very journal entry...
I'm going to die. I can't talk - I've been having to write down everything I want to say, which takes forever. Tried to talk. I can only whisper. It's horrid.
Had an awful dream last night - it was more a nightmare than anything else. I was looking after a baby for a friend (this was scary to start off with - I can't stand children!), and then all of a sudden my friend started running down the road with a knife in her hand - the police surrounded her cos she had a history of self harming - but she was going mad, and she started slashing at her neck, and then she cut her main artery and she bled to death - in slow motion!
It was horrid. I often have horrid nightmares which I always remember. In fact, that was one of the less scary, less violent and horrific ones. And I don't remember that many of my normal nice lovely dreams. Although I had a dream the other night where I had a cuddle off Bill Oddie. It was a very nice warm drummery type cuddle. Just a cuddle, mind you, nothing funny!!!!
It's not fair. I'm not really ILL, ill. I mean, I'm not as ill as I was at the weekend. I just can't talk. I should be at work. I'd LIKE to be at work! I'm bored stiff. Can't stand it anymore.
Hopefully my voice'll be a bit better tomorrow - if it is I'll go to work.
My brother's in court today waiting for the announcement of his trial at the Crown Court. Long story. Hope he gets let out. We're planning on going to see The Who-> together.
Mood - Sore throat. Worried.
Music - The World of the Goodies
Yes I often get laryngitis at it's one of the most annoying things to happen! And it usually happens at the worst time too! I hope you get your voice back soon and enjy your Goodies shows and icecream!
Not_A_Megalomaniac
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