I'm sorry. I've tried to hold it in, I've tried to not dwell on it, but I am now officially jealous.
I didn't get jealous of Graeme snogging Kirstyn (really - we'd been planning this in intricate detail for MONTHS - one of us had to at least attempt Graeme Seduction!!). I didn't get jealous of Tim fondling Jess' bottom (much - okay I would've enjoyed it excessively...). But jealously prevailed at long last when Mr Brooke-Taylor said to my BEST FRIEND OF FOUR YEARS:
"You're ALWAYS a good hug!"
My mother has just heard the sound of my heart being torn in two. My best friend and my Cuddling God. *sob*
Why do I have to be skint at times like this? Hmm? I imagine that this is WORSE than being in Australia when stuff like this is going off. I am actually capable of driving myself there - it's just getting back that's the problem, oh and getting into the theatre.
I did have plans of asking Tim if I could be his travelling cuddling groupie - but Peej has obviously now got that title. Hmph.
Just less than half of me is counting down the seconds till Clue - the other half and a bit really doesn't want to get in the way. I would now constitute a hanger-on! How depressing.
I mean I know it's not been all bad - Tim did say I taught him how to cuddle (which is quite an exciting compliment), and Graeme pulled me towards him for a cuddle when he saw I was about to die of embarrassment and started talking to me through my hair *GASP*... I now don't need to ASK Tim for a cuddle, as he can obviously tell by the inflection that I'm about to say "Cuddle the hell out of me you little snuggly cuddle muffin!" (NB: If ever I actually say that to ANYONE, let alone Tim, please shoot me.) And of course Tim DID wear my knickers on his head. And mentioned them in the Times podcast. My knickers were obviously more of a hit than me.
*sob sob sobbity sob*
But still - I wish i could have been there on the last night. I wanted to be there SO badly. I may cry.
I'm not really that upset. Well I am. But never mind. I'll get over it. There's always the March tour. Probably.
Someone talk me into going to Clue. Please. Remind me I'm not rubbish. Even though I am - just pretend I'm not!!
Mood - Any more sombre and I'd be in a morgue...
Music - The Monkees
Oh my Spev, you are *not* rubbish. You are quite magnificent. The pic of you int eh yellow T shirt getting a Tim cuddle (it's round here somewhere, over int eh Tim thread I think?) is quite spesh.
Hey, I just had a brainwave. This'll make your day. Tim's in his 60s, right? Soooo, 1 20something Tim for you, 1 20something Tim for Peej, and one for Bondgirl = 1 60something Tim. Plenty for everyone!